& They’re off to Taman…

Monday

I spent the longwinded night using computer and wished the time could move faster than ever, i was so excited to meet Shueting for our breakfast and finally the alarm on my phone hit 3.25 A.M. I quickly grabbed the phone lying beside me and dialed Shueting’s number to wake her up. I got ready around 4.05 A.M and went down to meet her. It was cold and i opened my front door, i made my way to the lift and a chill went down my spine, i shivered, it’s been a long time since i went out so early in the morning when everyone were still asleep, though the feeling of walking outside the corridor alone was scary.

Her bag pack was bloated like a pregnant woman’s stomach. She claimed it was heavy so i volunteered to switch bags, and it wasn’t heavy at all! Maybe for me — that is. Had an (especially) short and fast walk to Mac, its not like during the normal days when Shueting and i would have a long and sweaty walk. Settled down, and went to order our food. Joked and talked and i almost cried,

” I feel so happy with you sia” said shueting, giggling.

“of course la, ha ha” i exclaimed.

I was texting Charlotte and waiting for her family’s and Menghui’s arrival at Mac Donald, so we can eat and rushed to Shelter to meet the rest. Luckily Charlotte’s dad fetched us there, if not we will never make there in time. Well, the first person sitting there waiting for us was Jialing, her face were pale. People from 3A were easily spotted from the bridge as everyone was wearing green. I gave colleen a big big hug and cried, it was expected and i couldn’t stop my tears from coming out. I gave all the girls a very big and tight hug, wanting them to be back safely, “i will miss you” i said.

Went in the school and was granted permission to send them off, the Parade Square was already filled with campers in red, blue, yellow, green and some with bermudas, basketball short but most of them was in track pants. Settled down on the floor with thousands of bag packs lying around. The day turned bright and it was about time they left, i hugged them goodbye. Menghui and i exited the school gate and went to the other gate to send them off in bus. I just couldn’t hold back my tears.

Menghui decided to come over and sleep, received many messages and reminiscence the times when the rest were hanging out with us till we fall asleep. By the time i woke up, it was 2 P.M, Mom and Sis had left the house leaving me, Menghui and my bro at home. Didn’t have any plans so went down to have lunch and chill out at Bubble Tea, then decided to dye hair, walked a distance to buy the cream and headed back my home.

It was around 5 P.M before we start dyeing and ended at 8.15 P.M sharp, Menghui went home. I am really happy with this new hair color, although it doesn’t blend in with my other part of hair as i only dyed a small amount of hair. Thank you Menghui for helping me, you’d really have a potential in it eh. Ha Ha, i am sorry that there isn’t any color on your hair though.

So Menghui and i basically spent Monday like that……

Today

I was rotting at home the whole day, Menghui wasn’t free to go out. I read finished Missing Persons - Case #4: The Unsuspecting Gourmet by M.E. Rabb. Eventually having nothing to do, i read the book again, it turned out to be nicer to read the book the second time. Ha Ha, i am going back to the school library to borrow Case #1, #2 and #3.

Yeah, thats about it i guess………  I am waiting patiently for their return. Gonna meet Menghui tomorrow. Good night.

P/S: Its good to blog once awhile because i’ll have long posts

Love is simple.

Having them to be by my side, what else can i ask for more?

Dear everyone,

Two days later, no, make it a day later since its almost twelve am soon, they will be out of Singapore in a bus heading to Taman Nergara. Time had passed in a blink of an eye, just like we will be graduating next week. I wanna delicate this song to my whole class:

Pause your song and listen to it.

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Chinese Lyrics

你又想起某個夏天 熱鬧海岸線

記憶中的那個少年 驕傲的宣言

伸出雙手就能擁抱全世界

相信所有的夢想一定會實現

一切看起來都不會太遙遠

轉眼之間過幾年

輕浮的語言都已慢慢沈澱

即使難免會變得更加洗煉

我們不曾妥協

那是我們都回不去的從前

幸好還可以堅持當時的信念

世界嘗試改變

當初的那個少年

那是我們都回不去的從前

當你站在那個夏天的海岸線

我們還是心裡面

那個偏執的少年

Hanyu Pinyin

ni you xiang qi mo ge xia tian re nao hai an xian

ji yi zhong de na ge shao nian jiao ao de xüan yan

shen chu shuang shou jiu neng yong bao qüan shi jie

xiang xin suo you de meng xiang yi ding hui shi xian

yi qie kan qi lai dou bu hui tai yao yüan

chuan yan zhi jian guo ji nian

qing fu de yü yan dou yi man man chen dian

ji shi nan mian hui bian de gen jia xi lian

wo men bu cen tuo xie

na shi wo men dou hui bu qü de cong qian

xin hao hai ke yi jian chi dang shi de xin nian

shi jie chang shi gai bian

dang chu de na ge shao nian

na shi wo men dou hui bu qü de cong qian

dang ni zhan zai na ge xia tian de hai an xian

wo men hai shi xin li mian

na ge pian zhi de shao nian

English Translation

You thought of that summer again, the bustling shoreline

The youngster within my memory, an arrogant declaration

Holding out my two arms I could embrace the entire world

Believing that all the dreams would come true

Nothing seemed too far away

In the blink of an eye, how many years have passed

The drifting language already slowly submerges

Even if the inescapable becomes more refined

We haven’t compromised yet

That is the past that we can never return to

Fortunately we can still continue believing in the faith that we had

The world attempts to change

that original youngster

That is the past that we can never return to

Once you stood on that shoreline that summer

Inside our hearts we are still

those stubborn youngsters

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I know after graduating, not everyone of us will contact each other, maybe including me, but i just want to let you all know, you guys had gave me the feeling of love, bonding,  etc… Its a feeling that i’d never recieved before even from my family.

Thanks Charlotte, Menghui, Shueting, Jialing, Michelle, Sweeheng, Dina, Caiying, Rebecca, Colleen, Waimeng, Zhenxuan, Shane, Ivan, Edward, Gardner, Enjian, Deon, San Jose, Shaun, Aaron, Zejiang, Terrence, FookChoy, Jeremy, Jerom, Aylwin, Alvin, Kaili, Boston, Ezra, Lavon, Toon Yee. You guys left your ______(fill in the blanks) in my heart, i will never forget you all.

P/S: Yesterday was last day i saw the whole lots in 3A . Will we be having a class outing during the hols? Can we have it? Takecare everyone, especially those who’re going to Taman Nergara, imma gonna miss you all, i swear!!!! Its going to be a quiet week. Come back quickly and safely PLEASE!

PP/S: argh, i feel like crying now D:

PPP/S: i missed miss Kumari D:

Yours Sincerely,

PEIFAN

Rebellious Mood

Bass Hunter, love all his songs man!

Went out with Menghui the day before yesterday Its been a long time since we both went out together. Headed to Plaza Sing to get some stuffs then to Marina Barrage for the first time in our lives. I’m glad to spent my day with her, because 2 days before, i had a tiff with my family and i was feeling really low during the present day. Had a LONG walk in a deserted route before reaching the Barrage, its a long story anyway, shall not elaborate it.

I had a long night already, i am really dread tired to type out many things at one go. I am sorry i didn’t update my blog every day.

Anyway, i had been wide awake since 7.21am till now and waiting for the time to hit 4.30 am, and i am surprise that Shueting is online right now. Have to prepare a picnic feast for “my family” in school, FookChoy, Aylwin and perhaps some others, there’s a class outing to Marina Barrage(again!).

I Love 3Agape, this year is reaching the end already, we only have another year to spent together and we will be off to ITE separately. Contact each other or not shall depend on everyone of you.

Just an recent update, miss kumari is leaving phs this year and she wont be teaching us anymore. I really cannot imagine my English and CPA without her guidance although sometimes there’s an hatred with her, SHE’S A GOOD TEACHER AFTER ALL

Its going 4.30am soon, i think i might just sign off from here,

Loves,
Peifan

3 times in 3 years. haiz……..

Currently obsessed with Counter-strike this few days, so will be blogging less. Anyway, hope Saturday is a happening day because Shane & i had plan to play LAN for 4 hours. Its abit crazy & waste of money but exams are over and i should be playing instead of chionging so hard for next year man! I need to relax!

So there’s nothing interesting happening in life since my birthday ended & extended lessons started, the only thing i knew was that i became smarter in Mathematics and stupider in English.

Goodbye, i’d nothing else to blog about.

P/S: tell me….

Once again, happy birthday to myself.

I will be officially 15 after 35 mins, like finally man. The long awaited month, november, is finally here. Time really passed very fast, just like yesterday’s only October. Didn’t held any celebration today, i was quite disappointed in Dad cos i think he forgotten that today is my birthday. Hais, but i know i have to stay strong today, i mma big big girl already. Although i am quite sad, but sad also no use right, so i rather be happy

15 years ago, i am still a petite little baby covered in blood that just came out from the mother’s womb, and right now, i am facing the computer screen. Time passes by so fast man, awwwwww.. how i wished to return to primary 5. Haha

Okay, psst, its 12.15 now, so i guess i am going to sleep now. goodnight & happy birthday to me!!!!!

P/S: i shall treat tmr as my birthday too because they are celebrating for me Muacks to you guys!

PP/S: THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THE WISHES, MUACKS :)!

Happy Birthday to Myself

Reflections for this year:

This year, the most stressful year i had ever encountered, be it school work or friendships or family. But this is also the year for me to grew more maturely, independently, more selfish, and more white hairs.

Haha whatever, i dunno what else to blog about, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ba goodnight, people.

So anyway, that post is for Zhenxuan only. Was reluctant to go to school today but since its the last day of school for sec ones & twos & due to PTC, i went.

Thanks giving ceremony during the first 2 or 3 periods, then proceed back to class to do some clean-ups, Mom came and went to find Mr ong. Complain & complain & complain about my attire, next year you see me i become nerd already ah! Haha. Went back to class after PTC, slcaked until end of school.

Homed & to 438 in the afternoon, suprisingly, this time Caiying & Kaili came. It started to rain around 5 plus so we went up to 25th floor to blow wind. So many things happened, haha. Went to eat and came back to dad’s house

Gonna turn in early today, tomorrow’s my big day.

Goodnight, peeps.

The days feel like years…

I will be officially 15 years old in just a day + few hours & I will never forget the person who is just a day older then me, Zhenxuan. Though (now) not the closest friend of mine, i could not have escape the reality without him sometimes. I know i can confide everything to him, i can give him all my trust without any doubt & someone whom i can mingle with

Almost every month i will hear him teasing me with these sentence “One day smaller!”, confirm one! Mark the word every month! But i have to be grateful that he will be there for me whenever i am down or depressed or having friendship/relationship problems, always know how to make me laugh/smile/ANGRY when i am not in good mood during school days and BLARDY BANG WHICHEVER TABLE THAT I AM SLEEPING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Big THANKS to you man! -’- (haha)

So anyway, i wanna wish you Happy Birthday and am sorry that we couldn’t celebrate this birthday with you. Thanks for being so caring, understanding and helpful man. Rock on, KXG ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hi its me again.

Its reaching 4am in just five more minutes, there’s school later sia!!!!!!! Anyway, i havent been watching my diet lately & i think i gain weight again!!!!!!!!!

I have no idea why my craving for playing basketball vanished into thin air & its approximately 1-2 weeks since i last played. Argh.

I am not going to bring my wallet to school for this week because! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING k, i don’t know why i am all excited for this year’s birthday.. haha but i don’t feel like celebrating.

Random post, gonna play games already

It just feels so great to have long posts for the past few days, and i wished i can update my blog constantly like this

K, i feels so bored now & BTW, today is 24 Oct and that means, its Jonathan’s Birthday Chalet!!!! I don’t think any of us is going later, cos basically, tomorrow is Sis birthday too and i have to celebrate at Mom’s place this night & Dad’s place tomorrow morning. Sometimes, it is just too difficult to decide which house to celebrate despite the fact that they had been divorced for so many years. & also a rather sad thing because we’d only have 24 hours to celebrate with so many people, e.g, Dad, Mom, Siblings and friends. Maybe a few years later, when i’d earned enough money, i might open a party and celebrate with everyone and drag Mom & Dad to the party too. Haiz

Boring Saturday, not many people online and i have been chatting with Shueting in Plurk. Haha, Bro just left the house T.T

Took some photos today,

dumb photos. tsk