This year, i’d abandoned many old friends and new friends.. I have been going out to play basketball with my classmates even though i know i have bad basketball skills. I’d tolerated many discrimination about how i played basketball from people since the very day i step into the basketball court since sec 1. I’d never blame anyone before.. but i tried, i really tried my best to improve but i still cant. I am afraid to dribble through people in the court. I am afraid to shoot the ball because i know i am a lousy shooter and i know every now and then, there is people going to “gai” my ball. But today.. I suddenly felt the worthlessness playing basketball after so long.. Maybe i shall stop playing basketball.
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Maybe i should stop updating my blog with emo post.
Met up with Samuel for dinner with Caiying yesterday. I asked her to accompany me to set the awkwardness level down because its been such a long time since i saw him and meeting up suddenly will be a little weird. Went to slack and decided to ask Fookchoy-.- down for an hour of Pool game. Then home.
….. i don’t know what to blog.. can someone give me inspirations?!
Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn’t mean they want to go out with out. Just because somebody goes out with you, doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
Guess its time to blog. Well, Mom just brought me a phone recently, i felt that i’d just fulfilled one of my wishes although its not the phone i wanted. But this time, i will never overestimate my bills. Although i have unlimited msges, yet i’d set a limitation between 300-900 msges a month. Still a lot though, but i will control.
Lame.
K la, i dunno what to blog about. but aleast i did blog. Blah.
I spent the longwinded night using computer and wished the time could move faster than ever, i was so excited to meet Shueting for our breakfast and finally the alarm on my phone hit 3.25 A.M. I quickly grabbed the phone lying beside me and dialed Shueting’s number to wake her up. I got ready around 4.05 A.M and went down to meet her. It was cold and i opened my front door, i made my way to the lift and a chill went down my spine, i shivered, it’s been a long time since i went out so early in the morning when everyone were still asleep, though the feeling of walking outside the corridor alone was scary.
Her bag pack was bloated like a pregnant woman’s stomach. She claimed it was heavy so i volunteered to switch bags, and it wasn’t heavy at all! Maybe for me — that is. Had an (especially) short and fast walk to Mac, its not like during the normal days when Shueting and i would have a long and sweaty walk. Settled down, and went to order our food. Joked and talked and i almost cried,
” I feel so happy with you sia” said shueting, giggling.
“of course la, ha ha” i exclaimed.
I was texting Charlotte and waiting for her family’s and Menghui’s arrival at Mac Donald, so we can eat and rushed to Shelter to meet the rest. Luckily Charlotte’s dad fetched us there, if not we will never make there in time. Well, the first person sitting there waiting for us was Jialing, her face were pale. People from 3A were easily spotted from the bridge as everyone was wearing green. I gave colleen a big big hug and cried, it was expected and i couldn’t stop my tears from coming out. I gave all the girls a very big and tight hug, wanting them to be back safely, “i will miss you” i said.
Went in the school and was granted permission to send them off, the Parade Square was already filled with campers in red, blue, yellow, green and some with bermudas, basketball short but most of them was in track pants. Settled down on the floor with thousands of bag packs lying around. The day turned bright and it was about time they left, i hugged them goodbye. Menghui and i exited the school gate and went to the other gate to send them off in bus. I just couldn’t hold back my tears.
Menghui decided to come over and sleep, received many messages and reminiscence the times when the rest were hanging out with us till we fall asleep. By the time i woke up, it was 2 P.M, Mom and Sis had left the house leaving me, Menghui and my bro at home. Didn’t have any plans so went down to have lunch and chill out at Bubble Tea, then decided to dye hair, walked a distance to buy the cream and headed back my home.
It was around 5 P.M before we start dyeing and ended at 8.15 P.M sharp, Menghui went home. I am really happy with this new hair color, although it doesn’t blend in with my other part of hair as i only dyed a small amount of hair. Thank you Menghui for helping me, you’d really have a potential in it eh. Ha Ha, i am sorry that there isn’t any color on your hair though.
So Menghui and i basically spent Monday like that……
Today
I was rotting at home the whole day, Menghui wasn’t free to go out. I read finished Missing Persons - Case #4: The Unsuspecting Gourmet by M.E. Rabb. Eventually having nothing to do, i read the book again, it turned out to be nicer to read the book the second time. Ha Ha, i am going back to the school library to borrow Case #1, #2 and #3.
Yeah, thats about it i guess……… I am waiting patiently for their return. Gonna meet Menghui tomorrow. Good night.
P/S: Its good to blog once awhile because i’ll have long posts
Having them to be by my side, what else can i ask for more?
Dear everyone,
Two days later, no, make it a day later since its almost twelve am soon, they will be out of Singapore in a bus heading to Taman Nergara. Time had passed in a blink of an eye, just like we will be graduating next week. I wanna delicate this song to my whole class:
Pause your song and listen to it.
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Chinese Lyrics
你又想起某個夏天 熱鬧海岸線
記憶中的那個少年 驕傲的宣言
伸出雙手就能擁抱全世界
相信所有的夢想一定會實現
一切看起來都不會太遙遠
轉眼之間過幾年
輕浮的語言都已慢慢沈澱
即使難免會變得更加洗煉
我們不曾妥協
那是我們都回不去的從前
幸好還可以堅持當時的信念
世界嘗試改變
當初的那個少年
那是我們都回不去的從前
當你站在那個夏天的海岸線
我們還是心裡面
那個偏執的少年
Hanyu Pinyin
ni you xiang qi mo ge xia tian re nao hai an xian
ji yi zhong de na ge shao nian jiao ao de xüan yan
shen chu shuang shou jiu neng yong bao qüan shi jie
xiang xin suo you de meng xiang yi ding hui shi xian
yi qie kan qi lai dou bu hui tai yao yüan
chuan yan zhi jian guo ji nian
qing fu de yü yan dou yi man man chen dian
ji shi nan mian hui bian de gen jia xi lian
wo men bu cen tuo xie
na shi wo men dou hui bu qü de cong qian
xin hao hai ke yi jian chi dang shi de xin nian
shi jie chang shi gai bian
dang chu de na ge shao nian
na shi wo men dou hui bu qü de cong qian
dang ni zhan zai na ge xia tian de hai an xian
wo men hai shi xin li mian
na ge pian zhi de shao nian
English Translation
You thought of that summer again, the bustling shoreline
The youngster within my memory, an arrogant declaration
Holding out my two arms I could embrace the entire world
Believing that all the dreams would come true
Nothing seemed too far away
In the blink of an eye, how many years have passed
The drifting language already slowly submerges
Even if the inescapable becomes more refined
We haven’t compromised yet
That is the past that we can never return to
Fortunately we can still continue believing in the faith that we had
The world attempts to change
that original youngster
That is the past that we can never return to
Once you stood on that shoreline that summer
Inside our hearts we are still
those stubborn youngsters
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I know after graduating, not everyone of us will contact each other, maybe including me, but i just want to let you all know, you guys had gave me the feeling of love, bonding, etc… Its a feeling that i’d never recieved before even from my family.
Thanks Charlotte, Menghui, Shueting, Jialing, Michelle, Sweeheng, Dina, Caiying, Rebecca, Colleen, Waimeng, Zhenxuan, Shane, Ivan, Edward, Gardner, Enjian, Deon, San Jose, Shaun, Aaron, Zejiang, Terrence, FookChoy, Jeremy, Jerom, Aylwin, Alvin, Kaili, Boston, Ezra, Lavon, Toon Yee.You guys left your ______(fill in the blanks) in my heart, i will never forget you all.
P/S: Yesterday was last day i saw the whole lots in 3A . Will we be having a class outing during the hols? Can we have it? Takecare everyone, especially those who’re going to Taman Nergara, imma gonna miss you all, i swear!!!! Its going to be a quiet week. Come back quickly and safely PLEASE!
Went out with Menghui the day before yesterday Its been a long time since we both went out together. Headed to Plaza Sing to get some stuffs then to Marina Barrage for the first time in our lives. I’m glad to spent my day with her, because 2 days before, i had a tiff with my family and i was feeling really low during the present day. Had a LONG walk in a deserted route before reaching the Barrage, its a long story anyway, shall not elaborate it.
I had a long night already, i am really dread tired to type out many things at one go. I am sorry i didn’t update my blog every day.
Anyway, i had been wide awake since 7.21am till now and waiting for the time to hit 4.30 am, and i am surprise that Shueting is online right now. Have to prepare a picnic feast for “my family” in school, FookChoy, Aylwin and perhaps some others, there’s a class outing to Marina Barrage(again!).
I Love 3Agape, this year is reaching the end already, we only have another year to spent together and we will be off to ITE separately. Contact each other or not shall depend on everyone of you.
Just an recent update, miss kumari is leaving phs this year and she wont be teaching us anymore. I really cannot imagine my English and CPA without her guidance although sometimes there’s an hatred with her, SHE’S A GOOD TEACHER AFTER ALL
Its going 4.30am soon, i think i might just sign off from here,
Hi this is Peifan here.
Basically, i have many blog accounts, Blogger, LiveJournal, Blog.com...
Don't expect me to update my blogs everyday despite the fact that i am online everyday. I am just too lazy to blog.
Sigh…..
Gonna meet Menghui tomorrow. Good night.
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